Heyhey, what's up?
Sooo as you all know recently most of the people have winter holidays - yes me to!
Though I had to work until 28th finally I am off of work as well! *happy*
Tomorrow Bambi is coming back to my place and we might go to a concert! Thus to be honest I lost my happiness when going on concerts some time ago. Maybe because there are many people and the air is not too good and I feel dizzy? Well, I don't know. We will decide wether we go or not tomorrow I guess ^^
As for the next days, we are planning to go to Nagano! Our group (without cute lisa though T_T) will be together again after roughly 4 month! I am really looking forward to that! Thus I have to admit that I am scared as well. But this doesn't belong here -
anyways, I hope I can enjoy Nagano a lot and will have lots of fun - that would be nice!
Also I wanted to visit my hostfamily these days but somehow ...
I really should take some time to visit them again soon.... but somehow it just never was right and thus ... haaa..anyways.
Today I went to the gym for the very first time here! haha I am still not really good and after doing 30 minutes of routine I eventuelly felt even worse xD But well, I guess I need to do more sports regulary if I ever want to feel better so this is what I decided to do next year. Sports, eating healthy and not caring what people say.
Because actually a lot of people tend to talk about my eating habits. I am eating too less, too much, not healthy enough, I should enjoy eating, I shouldn't take care what I am eating, I am crazy doing it like that, my diet sucks - all kinds of things. But I decided that I won't care anymore. I don't need to excuse myself for the things I am doing ;) THough actually - as I am in JAPAN - I need to excuse myself :D But I don't want to do that anymore, so I will stop hahah :D
Let's see wether this works out in japan's society or not ;)
As for the next year there are some more things I want to archieve.
There are quite a few places I want to go to and also I want to do some things I have never done before.
Also I will probably be visited by family members as well so I am really looking forward to that!!!
OK That's it for today :D Talk to you maybe tomorrow or in the new year!
If I can't write before anymore:
HAVE A GREAT START INTO THE NEW YEAR!!!
Samstag, 28. Dezember 2013
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By:
Rui_Ism
22番♬♫ Late Merry Christmas!
Awww sorry my dears!
Again - I am late!
I was too lazy to get the pictures to my PC and then I just forgot and anyways, I am back!
This time I have lots of pics for you so ~ yes ♥ enjoy!!
And I went to Izakaya with Jenni!!! It was really nice ♥♥
And look what my sister got me!!!! Spekulatius Creme!! Sooo sweet but sooo tasty as well ♠
Found this one on my way to Roppongi Hills!!! i liked it a lot to be honest xD thought it was cute!
We went to Roppongi Hills Christmas Market! There is a german christmas market and I really wanted to go, so I asked my friend hide to come with me ♥ and of course he did ♥
And the christmas tree was awesome!!! Sooo romantic!!! I fell in love with it instantly ♥
The other night there was a christmas party from my university and I went there with Jenni! We didn't stay too long though but went to Karaoke afterwards - it was really funny because when we sang Memeshikute in german version my name was displayed on the big screen ha ha ha we couldn't stop laughing!
Afterwards we went to this fancy little bar and met a friend of hers there - I had met him once before at some event and I was really surprised, when he got me a christmas present!! It is so cute and I am really thankful! Also he was really nice and tried his best to talk to me - which was difficult not only because my japanese still sucks but also because it was rather loud and he has a pretty soft voice so yeah - but I had lots of fun!
I came back home at about 6 and got some hours of sleep until I got to get up because the post got me my christmas present from my sister! LUCKY!!
I got the coolest presents ever and I love EVERY SINGLE ONE of them!!!!
Christmas itself was rather .... well, not too much christmas like *laughing* I skyped with my sister and watched some nice christmas movies - not that different from all my other christmases though as my family and I are rather celebrating together anyways - so again it was my sister and me but it was really nice so I think this christmas was a great christmas as well!!
Oh and also I made some decisions regarding myself and my life. There might be some changes from now on as I decided not to hold back too much anymore for other people's sake. I feel that I can't do that anymore and I probably shouldn't as well, so I am kind of stopping that attitude from now on!
Also I want to become healthier and fitter so I will start to go to the Fitness Studio regulary (or at least that is what I am intending to do!!)
And there's much more!
But stay tuned for the next entry!! :3
Again - I am late!
I was too lazy to get the pictures to my PC and then I just forgot and anyways, I am back!
This time I have lots of pics for you so ~ yes ♥ enjoy!!
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| So first I came back ♥ |
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| Christmas Tree at Aoyama - don't like it too much to be honest |
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| Mimi and I went eating at the place Funi works at! And it was delicious!!! ♥ |
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| Later we went to Asakusa as we wanted to see the Sky Tree anyways! |
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| And the illumination was awesome !!! so fell in love! |
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| Of course we had Glühwein as well! |
When Bambi came we went to this suteki coffee shop!!!! And we got cake ♥ It was delicious!
I came back home at about 6 and got some hours of sleep until I got to get up because the post got me my christmas present from my sister! LUCKY!!
I got the coolest presents ever and I love EVERY SINGLE ONE of them!!!!
Christmas itself was rather .... well, not too much christmas like *laughing* I skyped with my sister and watched some nice christmas movies - not that different from all my other christmases though as my family and I are rather celebrating together anyways - so again it was my sister and me but it was really nice so I think this christmas was a great christmas as well!!
Oh and also I made some decisions regarding myself and my life. There might be some changes from now on as I decided not to hold back too much anymore for other people's sake. I feel that I can't do that anymore and I probably shouldn't as well, so I am kind of stopping that attitude from now on!
Also I want to become healthier and fitter so I will start to go to the Fitness Studio regulary (or at least that is what I am intending to do!!)
And there's much more!
But stay tuned for the next entry!! :3
Dienstag, 17. Dezember 2013
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By:
Rui_Ism
~２１♫♬~ And some more blabla!
Sorry guys!
I really wanted to write more often but then again a few things happened and I didn't really feel like writing - or as if there was anything to write about!
So actually today I wanted to show you some pics but I still have them at my phone so I will show them to you another day-
So this will only be blabla and if you didn't want to read it, this would be the right time to leave the blog:)
So recently I made quite some of my friends and of course my family worry about me a lot. There has been more than one reason and actually some of the reasons are still there but there is no need to talk about that right now.
Fact is that I needed a break from just everything and this is why I ran away from this life here for some days - a week in fact.
I went to that place that makes me feel at home and safe the most and I spend my days with people I was sure that they would understand and accept me the way I am right now.
Fact is that I changed. Fact is that I also changed into things I never wanted to become again - but I was so afraid of becoming it, that I did become like that - nearly exactly like that again.
And only a few people know me long enough to know that. Know me long enough to know how to handle me(thus i have to admit that all my friends handled me pretty fine i would say and I am very thankful) so I wanted to return to the people knowing how to give me strenght - and it was one of the best decisions I ever made.
Leaving was hard. Leaving and returning to here was hard... but as for my job for example, they tried to do EVERYTHING to make it more fun for me - which was really cute and not necessary as it was not really about the job anyways. But I felt flattered, that they wanted me to come back soon .. I was glad that they showed me I was welcomed.
Though to come back to the time I took of - I did really need it. And I think actually i need some more. Maybe a month or something like that, but of course i know, that I can't get that so it can't be helped.
that time just showed me that there were people accepting the me I am right now. I can't change back right now as there are things holding me back from doing so. And thus I am doing my best it won't work out it only a few weeks.
Still I decided on something else. I know this is unfair for so many people around me, but I decided tha first of all _I_ need to get better and get love and friendship and all these great feelings, before I am able to give as much as I did before.
Some of my friends might say I didn't enough. Or it has been a long time since I did give anything. Or it is unfair.. I am sorry for that.
I am just trying my best to come out of here again.
This doesn't mean I won't care about my friends anymore. My friends are still so very important for me, i could never stop caring. It just means that ther emight time where you can't get in touch with me or times I seem to not really care. I am already sorry about that but I don't know how to work this out in another way.
Also I will still be busy these days as I do still have quite a lot of appointments so...
anyways...
I am kinda happy to be back but still miss this place where I could be me and nobody cared.
I will try my best..
and from tomorrow there will be more cheerfull things on this blog again!
thanks for reading and stay tuned!
I really wanted to write more often but then again a few things happened and I didn't really feel like writing - or as if there was anything to write about!
So actually today I wanted to show you some pics but I still have them at my phone so I will show them to you another day-
So this will only be blabla and if you didn't want to read it, this would be the right time to leave the blog:)
So recently I made quite some of my friends and of course my family worry about me a lot. There has been more than one reason and actually some of the reasons are still there but there is no need to talk about that right now.
Fact is that I needed a break from just everything and this is why I ran away from this life here for some days - a week in fact.
I went to that place that makes me feel at home and safe the most and I spend my days with people I was sure that they would understand and accept me the way I am right now.
Fact is that I changed. Fact is that I also changed into things I never wanted to become again - but I was so afraid of becoming it, that I did become like that - nearly exactly like that again.
And only a few people know me long enough to know that. Know me long enough to know how to handle me(thus i have to admit that all my friends handled me pretty fine i would say and I am very thankful) so I wanted to return to the people knowing how to give me strenght - and it was one of the best decisions I ever made.
Leaving was hard. Leaving and returning to here was hard... but as for my job for example, they tried to do EVERYTHING to make it more fun for me - which was really cute and not necessary as it was not really about the job anyways. But I felt flattered, that they wanted me to come back soon .. I was glad that they showed me I was welcomed.
Though to come back to the time I took of - I did really need it. And I think actually i need some more. Maybe a month or something like that, but of course i know, that I can't get that so it can't be helped.
that time just showed me that there were people accepting the me I am right now. I can't change back right now as there are things holding me back from doing so. And thus I am doing my best it won't work out it only a few weeks.
Still I decided on something else. I know this is unfair for so many people around me, but I decided tha first of all _I_ need to get better and get love and friendship and all these great feelings, before I am able to give as much as I did before.
Some of my friends might say I didn't enough. Or it has been a long time since I did give anything. Or it is unfair.. I am sorry for that.
I am just trying my best to come out of here again.
This doesn't mean I won't care about my friends anymore. My friends are still so very important for me, i could never stop caring. It just means that ther emight time where you can't get in touch with me or times I seem to not really care. I am already sorry about that but I don't know how to work this out in another way.
Also I will still be busy these days as I do still have quite a lot of appointments so...
anyways...
I am kinda happy to be back but still miss this place where I could be me and nobody cared.
I will try my best..
and from tomorrow there will be more cheerfull things on this blog again!
thanks for reading and stay tuned!
Abonnieren
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